

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love”. ~ Neil Gaiman
oh come on man right? the hell i love this. it grabs the hell out of me. waah. Tama naman right? I mean i don't want to sound like those stereotipical hopeless romantics but this is a real heart opener. haha parang can opener.
Grabe there's really a lot going on these days. I mean regarding school. Kasi parang lumalabas na if we don't pass UP it's gonna be the end of the world na for us. Hello? What's really distinct ba about it? Great education at the same time cheap tuition? Nyek. Wala lang, i just want to say na let's have other choices naman and let's all be open to other universities. Tsaka if ever na we/I/you don't pass UP let's not think na life is really bitter and dreadful, SUS! ewan ko.
onga pala, i won't take the ACET. good thing or bad thing? There's this thing kasi inside me that tells me that Ateneo is not for me. promise. What if i'm wrong? WAAAAAAAAAAAH.
Google Earth amazes me.
anyway, physique club nga pala ko AND we will have this exercise thing in school and i will lead my group. sa harap ng juniors and seniors. hmmm. at least my batchmates will be there. again, is that a good thing, or a bad thing? harhar
schedule ko nga pala sa UPCAT ay on sunday, august 6 yata, 12:30 pm, college of engineering. cool kasi ang ganda ng time and danielle, mika, and aura will be there din at the same time.
shit i want to watch sukob talaga. speaking of movies, i've watched na RV and Click, and Click is definiely better. Naiiyak ako sobra. aww.
lastly, grabe i really want to stop saying bad words na. gumrabe kasi ung bad words ko nung 3rd year. dala na rin siguro ng stress. HAH. naalala ko nung first year ang sinasabi ko lang creepy, freaky un lang. EH! ewan ko bahala na. Yung profanity ko na siguro ung bisyo ko. Eh kasi naman, wala naman akong ibang bisyo. LOL
toodles!
There were juniors a while ago that was arguing on what a burette looked like. One of them was saying that it looks like a long syringe and called it ung malaking injection. Okay so bilib naman ang lahat and they were even inventing different names for the burette. They were calling it bunet, burnet and the like. When i couldn't take it anymore, I said uhmm, burette yon. Okay so after that they were arguing over the watch glass and they were again confused and puzzled so butted in and explained what that was. So now they know what those things are. Poor unfortunate souls. Very amusing. Kidding.
Trying to make a CHANGE in my life, i tried-out in basketball club kanina. Very, very nice. LOL We were distracting people while they are TRYING(this part actually includes me, mind you) to shoot the ball and we were shouting "batter batter batter swing". Yeah i know, right.
While I'm trying my best not to mind her, it iritates me that she won't go out of my way. I mean whatever, right? One year nalang naman eh diba? All those years, NASAYANG.
Sinong may kopya ng Harry Potter 6 sa acrobat reader? Or ebook na pwedeng i-send or kahit ibigay lang yung link? Comment please. Thanks! c:
1. Anong nararamdaman mo ngayon?- naluluha
2. Bakit yun ang nararamdaman mo?- kasi kanina pa ko sa harap ng computer. weh actually sandali palang kaso di na ko sanay eh. yeeeees. haha
3. Saan mo gusto pumunta ngayon?- hmmm. sa sinehan! or pwede rin sa tandang sora. gusto ko lang mapanood aquamarine. :)
4. Kung may yayakapin ka ngayon ano o sino yun?- si... kiki? wala lang bigla ko lang naisip si ki. haha
5. Kung may chance kang bumuhay ng isangtaong patay na, sino yun?- si lolo. :(
6. Anong kanta ang lagi mong kinakanta pagnasabanyo ka?- hmmm. di ko matandaan hihi
7. Sinong katabi mo ngayon?- nasa likod ko si thirdy pero la ako katabi
8. Kung papipiliin ka, sino pipiliin mo:mahal mo na dika mahal, o mahal ka na di mo mahal?- hmmmm. waaaaaalaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha
9. Sinong gusto mong makausap ngayon?- si jessica? NOT. ewan
10. Kung hindi ka ikaw ngayon, sino ka?- ipis? YAAAAAAK hindi loko lang. ewan ko dude
11. Ano pinakamalungkot na nangyari sa'yo?- pinakamalungkot? can't really think of something. maybe i'm too young? NOOOOOOOOOOO. hahaha dunno
12. Anong kanta ang gusto mong i-play pagnamatay ka na?- shet nakalimutan ko! dati planado ko na lahat eh! pati ung pupuntahan ko may sequence pa. rarrr.
13. Kung bibigyan mo yung mahal mo ng bulaklakano yun?- wala akong pagbibigyan noh
14. Anong talent mo?- manghula. wahaha
15. Ma-pride ka bang tao?- hmmm. medyo? oo? lahat naman ng tao ma-pride eh, di lang napapansin
16. Anong isang bagay na gusto mong makuhangayon?- maraming maraming pera. PLEASE.
17. Sinong artista ang kinalolokohan mo ngayon?- hmm. si oliver james? weeeee
18. Sino ang kinakainisan mo ngayon?- wla naman. yeeeees!
19. Anong pelikula ang gusto mong panoorinngayon?- waaaaaaaa aquamarine, benchwarmers at over the hedge!
20. Kung bida ka sa isang pelikula,sino gusto mongleading man/lady mo?- si oliver james!
21. Kung di mo pangalan ang pangalan mo ngayon,ano ang pangalan mo?- butter. ang cute eh :)
22. Kung may gusto kang balikan sa nakaraanmo, ano yun?- hmmmm....
23. Masaya ba ang kwento ng buhay mo?- minsan..
24. Kung papayagan kang pumatay ngayon, sinoang papatayin mo?- kahit sinong serial killer :) yes natauhan ako sa term paper ko hahaha
25. Sino ang pinakaimportanteng tao ngayon sabuhay mo?- family, sweet!
26. Ano ang pinaka-pangarap mong maging nungbata ka pa?- scientist yung unang-una haha
27. Kung singer ka, sinong singer ang gusto mongmaka-duet?- si avril! wiiiiiiiish ahaha
28. Sa tingin mo, bakit kailangang magmahal?- kasi... we are all relational beings and kasama na don ang magmahal. amen
29. Isang pelikula na talagang iniyakan mo?- the fox and the hound. :)
30. Ano ang pinaka-ayaw mong ugali ng isang tao?- ung nambabaliktad and the like.
31. Anong theme song ng buhay mo?- anything but ordinary? ewan kooooooo
32. Kung pwede mong i-rewind ang oras, saan kapupunta?- hmmm........
soooooo. unexpectedly, review started last wednesday and up to now, i feel really hopeless in passing UP. lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. rar ewan. sabi pa ng daddy ko kanina: worst na na maibibigay mo samin ay UST. wow. haha. eh hello they're pushing me to take nursing then sasabihin sakin na worst na ang UST? aba eh kagaling nga naman. ayaw naman na mag law ako so para san pa ang pagtake up ng pre-law? harhar. naisip ko tuloy... wag na kaya ako mag-aral? haha loko lang. my God sana may magpaaral sakin abroad or sa CCA. pleeeease. tinanong ko pa sa mommy ko kung if ever nga magUP ako anong ipapakuha niyang course sakin. sabi niya, nursing. ABA talagaaaaaaa. lkasdjf,sdmnslfuywiu UP manila pala ang gusto. eh di ayun, sabi ko naman UP manila nga yun. tas sabi niya, UP diliman nalang daw. ABA naman talaga. eh ano ba???
conclusion: sila nalang ang mag-aral.
uhmm. so katipunan is mercado shiznit. haha. nakakairita kasi sobrang daming tao. wala lang. haha. parang masyadong crowded. haha. wala lang ulet.
ay dun sa review, ung teacher kanina bakla. tas sabi ng sabi ng shet. pero ok siya, magaling. guess that's what you get from an atenean that has traveled almost the whole world. blaaah.
napansin ko lang ha. ang hindi ko talaga gusto sa review ay itong mga 'to.
1. hindi nagdadasal.
2. hindi naggreet.
3. hindi tumatayo pag nagrerecite or sumasagot.
para sakin kasi ang disrespectful pag ganon. hayhay. yan ang nangyayare pag sampung taon nang nag-aaral sa Holy eh. tsssssss. haha pero look at the bright side, ang ganda tignan talaga pag ginagawa yang mga yan. yesss naman. haha!
never naman kita pinaglakad sa ulan ah? hay nakoooooooo. sumama tuloy loob ko kanina kasi parang ang insensitive mo naman kung papayagan mo kong maglakad habang ang lakas lakas nung ulan. pero sige fine okay lang.. buhay pa naman ako. at least alam ko na. na ganun na nga. you will just simply let me go under any circumstance.
shet andrama.
kailangan ko ng kausap.
yung matino.
gusto ko umiyak.
hay ewan.
babay.
( Pig 2 - ana, Pig 1 - poj, Pig 3 - denise)
We made PFC, PIGS FANS CLUB into reality.
*sobs*
Mark your confessions :
[c:] I'm afraid of silence.
[c:] I Talk a lot when I get really nervous.
[c:] I am really ticklish.
[c:] I'm afraid of the dark.
[c:] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[c:] I Can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I am homosexual.
[c:] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[c:] I listen to political music.
[c:] I collect comic books. (before lang)
[c:] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I've stayed out all night.
[c:] I open up to others easily.
[c:] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[c:] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs
[c:] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes
[] I am a sucker for brown eyes
[] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[c:] I don't kill bugs.
[c:] I curse
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[c: ] I've slipped and fell in public. OH SHIT
[c:] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[c:] I love Spam
[c:] I bake well.
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[c:] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[] I want a better job.
[c:] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil
[ ] I love Oprah
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[c:] I am self-conscious.
[c:]I love to laugh.
[c:] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[c: ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[] I'm so clutzy I have a lot of scars.
[c:] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[c:] I love chocolate
[c:] I bite my nails (before lang)
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[c:] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[ ] Gotten lost in the city.
[ ] Seen a shooting star
[ ] Had amenage a trois.
[c:] Gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[c:] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[c:] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. And i loved it, LOL
[ ] Made out at the movies.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[:c] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[c:] Bitten someone. And it feels great, haha
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Crashed a car.
[ ] Been to Japan
[c:] Ridden in a taxi.
[c:] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[c:] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from my job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Flirted with someone else while you had a bf/gf
[ ] Saw someone dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada.
[ ] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[c: ] Eaten sushi. - and will never do it again
[ ] Been skiing/snowboarding
[c:] Been ice skating, oops!
[c:] Cried in public.
[c:] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. - lagi :p
[c:] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[c:] Thought of someone almost 24/7
[c:] Hated the world